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You’ve known me least but know me better.

Two friend knowing each other for years. On and off with their visits. New friends come in. Talk many times about your lives. Who knows me better.? Turn to be those I’ve known least. Many better conversations lead to better background towards each other and that’s the magical thing about conversations.

My soulmate

Something about him gets me to stay. To others he doesn’t act the same. Is he more than what he is just for me or am I being silly, too blind to see. Knowing what the truth may be but to happy to believe while we stare into the sea. Together I’m complete and separated you can defeat. Defeat me when alone but when with him I feel free. The never ending thoughts is all there is, but only thoughts of him they all dare to be. One moment for the world to freeze and I’m with him in person or even in my dreams or mind. He’s different, he’s who I’ve been in the search for, he’s my soulmate.

I really can’t picture anyone at all having a crush on me. I can’t picture anyone daydreaming about me. I can’t picture someone thinking about me when they’re laying in bed before they fall asleep. I can’t picture anyone telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I hugged them, or even just because I made eye contact with them. I can’t picture someone smiling because my name lit up their phone. I just can’t.

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The First Kiss

How does it feel? to kiss someone you really like, someone you just met, or even just being kissed for the very first time. Is it great or amazing or what? How is it? I’m stupid for thinking about this almost everyday and never letting it go. Is it sad to be 15 and have not had your first kiss? Well I’ve heard of some people who got their first kiss at the age of 17 or older. Life is most difficult when it comes to love sure i believe that, but why is it the hardest thing for teenagers? Not one kiss, not one relationship and yet others have the guts to say relationships are stupid when they are the ones who cry every second if they don’t have one at the moment. SHUT UP! Be lucky you’ve ever had at least one single relationship. I feel as if i might be a hopeless romantic. Well that’s LIFE!

i want to believe that these “scenarios” that occur in my head are real. that they arent just thoughts that cause doubt and hope. that if i ask or do what ever it is my mind is acting out, that it would be my real expectations, that i wouldnt make a mistake if i do. but unfortunately, it’s something i want to believe. i know it isnt what i imagine. i think im too old to imagine things. exectations vs. reality. for me, reality always wins.

Real or Not?

The way they look at you,
the way they talk to you,
the way they act around you,
the way they make you laugh,
the way they hold your hand,

the way they treat you different from anyone else,
the way they walk around you to get your attention,
but mostly the fact they trust you and will do anything for you!

Is that real or is it just in  movies?

My Mistakes

So many mistakes i’ve made,

Love concures a hard grade,

Difficult thing have gone by,

Don’t even know, all i ask is why,

You see me, You see me not,

Who am i, i can never tell,

I am secret and quiet,

Sometimes i could be louder than ever,

My life is never normal like any other,

But i turn my future to the way i expect,

Won’t go my way than i just enjoy it,

Still get many problems that are my mistakes but yet i live life no matter what!

Luv

InLove, strange feelings,

problem, i don’t know, i don’t know anything about him,

Friend of a friend, never says hi, never tells me bye,

i don’t know his name, i don’t know what’s the same,

so cute, great smile, loving how he’s so wild,

No one knows who he is, not even me,

all i know is what he looks like, so far that’s all i can see,

heart can’t stop even though i never get a chance to talk to him,

see him once a day, doesn’t see me,

me imagining how great he catches me,

he doesn’t realize who i am, doesn’t try to understand,

Love is crazy as it seems, love amazing to whom it be surronded by you! <3